wtf

I've make an effort trying to forget......but why? I saw her again......I don't know I'm lucky or not, just feel bitter inside my heart....I have already not sustained T__T
p.s. I hopefully believe that time can dilute everything......

Our treasure

其實女生是需要珍惜的想想當初你見到她是多麼開心，她的一頻一笑都讓你注意， 現在，她跟你在一起了。 女生多半會幫男朋友想， 怕他太累．怕他錢花太多，所以不敢叫他帶他去吃大餐，去玩好的， 但是，你有沒有注意過，當她在跟你說不用的時候，其實眼睛裡還是會帶有一絲期待。 也許男生會想，我都跟她那麼熟了，有些東西，節日就該免了吧， 但是雖然再熟，雖然你少去這些東西，她不會對你怎樣， 但是你何不在她生日時送束鮮花，在情人節製造點浪漫，聖誕節加一點驚喜， 你會發現其實女生嘴上說不在意，當她收到你的心意時，是多麼的高興， 而不是說她已經跟你在一起了，就不用像以前在追她時那樣對她，把一切都省了。 女生總是不敢開口要求，總是為了男生想好多， 男孩子何不多想一些，多做一點點，你會發現，女孩子好感動，好高興。 既然愛她，就多用一點心在她身上， 所謂的用心，不是只有把時間花在她身上， 而是要去探尋她的內心，學著去懂她， 她需要的是什麼，她想表達但沒說出來的是什麼， 只要男生肯用心，將會發現， 她的一舉一動，都在表現著她對你的愛，無可取代。 很多時候很多小事情小動作，都是有涵義在裡面的， 如果你不用心，只有等到後來她離開了你， 才惋惜，才後悔。 兩個人能相愛，並不容易， 愛情，並不只是因為需要有一個人疼， 它也是一種成長，一種領悟。 當你遇到一個願意與你心靈互相交會的女生， 一個願意為你付出的女生， 她的快樂與幸福，就是你的責任。 女人的心，男人若不能保護， 就沒有資格談戀愛、談幸福、談…。 我現在覺得…為什男生會常常被說木頭了。 因為總是等女生開口，才會去做什麼，有時候，這樣的感覺，似乎少了什麼， 我想是一份感覺跟默契吧。 男生，總是在追到女生後，就會沒有在追的時候認真，用心， 總是變的有點自私，一昧的要更多的愛，而卻把對她的愛，一點一滴的減少。 所以，在追到心儀的女生後，是否可以寫一張紙，常常提醒自己， 要更認真，更用心，盡力給她最好的，這樣，才不會辜負她， 畢竟她是選擇了你，你有這個責任跟義務，給她最大的幸福...

朗才女貌??

hehe...post番我堂大佬張相出o黎先,唔好以為我講大話ar -.-"

My disaster

女人......一種善變o既動物,總之對佢好,想要o既feedback forever係你意料之外,唔知佢地諗乜,有時甚至要硬食...一啖砂糖一啖c,令到我有d無所適從...本來已經企硬自己o個邊,但係可能佢d甜言蜜語或者某些actions使人change their mind...總之一個字"煩"!!!

p.s. 點解我有o禁o既人係身邊ga......你們任何人都好過我,我係今生最悲慘o既人.........唔通前世欠x o左佢........是一場悲劇...慘不忍睹...就快精神崩潰la T_______T

the past and the future...

haha....今日無耐耐click到photo album,睇返好多以前o既相...好無耐,想珍惜但..........覺得以前wearing glasses o個樣都幾搞笑...並心想要珍惜現在...ha!偷偷笑o左出o黎tim

Treasure everything beside us...

有感而發...點解人總係滿足唔到自己呢?

Materialism...有人會為o左自己鍾意o既野, 可以不惜代價都要得到它, even there will be no friendship eventually which the fact they've known before......

Feeling...個個都想試新野coz of "Curiosidad"......"fly"車o既feeling, being in love o既feeling, 玩人o既feeling, 自殺o既feeling, 冇野食o既feeling, 做富翁o既feeling......唔知自己up乜..haha

Love...someone wants to find the most perfect one inside their heart or dream, having one and finding another one...loop again and again...just like a while loop in the C program, finally the program will be shorted if the initial requirement isn't a correct logical initialization(lost mind)! Someone just rejects others' love, someone just begs others' love....so unfair...

"Perfecto" is infinity...and it doesn't exist in this world......I believe

沒有情人的情人節

平時一樣,星期二上得一堂tutorial...then alone again,一支公行街睇衫望gals(with guys)..........仲有need to do a "filial" son and go shopping with mum lo -____-

psp need to be sold Y___Y (just bought for one week and already tried all functions...haha); ipod nano 出ｏ左1GB,超想買ar....$1150

p.s. sometimes自己一個都唔算係壞事o黎o既......better than with some troublesome gals la...haha...自己一個都沒乜所謂.起碼煩少好多o野,洗少好多$ ar ma.....唉!最慘係冇得放假la,if Valentine's day can be a holiday就好lu,o禁我o米有day off lo.....hehe...hope all情人節快樂,成雙成對la!

^_^ Lunar New Year

今個新年又返o左去大陸...好開心! Coz可以見到Mandy ma^^ 佢又大多一歲, 6 or 7 years old lu~~(唔記得la...hehe...sor),見到我返o左o黎佢梗係開心ga,仲要跳晒舞個隻tim(好kawaii 呢!),第一次見到佢跳ja ...haha!成日以為我唔要佢,之前seems to be angry with me......乖la~~sorry lo!

Today, I have driven to 拱北關口, then walked to Macau(好多電單車ar!多到好似唔使$買o禁...)and visited the Sands Casino, it's so cool outside(金色玻璃幕牆with超大電視)! Inside the casino, there are so many gamblers from HK and the mainland...including me and pretty gals la(really好多靚女wor^^), also many cameras are installed in every corners, many guards were standing besides you (always wor...except w.c.), they said"Taking photos is not allowed"....damn~~V__V
Yes!!! I had played "廿一點" with my father(every gambler should invest at least $300 each round!), we had got three "21 points", so lucky~~ hehe...just gained some profits for the journey, coz lots of traveling expenses was paid. After the excitement, we had a buffet inside the Sands, it was quite okay la! Actually my friends already wanna visit Macau and have some fun, but they forgot ><, next time la! I will be back!!!

Power Stranger

Crazy~ She has called me so many times last night, the 19-year-old "friend" who I have just wasted my time to make...but I never received her calls again(no phone numbers displayed...so hateful!) after I received the first call, I still don't believe her because many ppls inside forum had been trapped by her, quite horrible! What is your aim? Selling products?Just for fun? or you really wanna play with me? I really wanna know and understand what you are thinking...sometimes I thought that gal was not a gal or even not a person at all( guessed from the messages within our chatting), the messages were nearly the same as the forum guys' (90% the same), according to this phenomenon, one thing is sure that is AI program, the programmer enters many different daily life sentences at first and it randomly generates the sentences and gives some responses refering to our input sentences...surprised!@@ She may be a programmer but not studying accounting, bullshit!!! She always pretended a cute voice...haha...I can believe that she was using a "voice changer" inside the call......The most funny place - I could easily look through her drama inside the call^^ , her acting was so perfect lo XDD

p.s. she wanna date me tim~~ what a jumping 蛤蜊! (I think she wanna get $ from me je ><), but I dont care about it lo because I 'm so so so poor now after the surgery :'(

手術中...

睇住o黎ar~想玩我?!你/妳小心d好!!!

我曾經欺騙過一個幾好o既fd,但係真係冇心,只想令佢開心番,之後我講番俾佢聽我錯la,希望佢可以原諒我......今日我終於知道佢o既感受...好難受ar~~雖然唔算嚴重o個隻,但係都有d唔開心,waste all my time ma!!!講真,我都有懷疑過ga...真係好真,佢講d野真係好真!但係世界上邊會有o禁o既事ga,夢裡面就有可能ge,捻下捻下...e次都幾似game!對方o既AI program又好勁,random o禁generate d messages出o黎,問佢野佢又答得好爽好快wor...好彩my best fd 發現o左幫我je...haha 果然入世未深~~

Preparation

今日一早起身係番o左廣州o既唔知乜野醫院做眼睛檢查,間醫院好殘...唉~做個checking都要成$395,一開始做o左平時係眼鏡舖個兩樣,電腦驗光同埋測試視力lo,我成日都唔記得自己有幾多度近視同散光,俾個護士問到口啞啞,仲要俾佢話"你的普通話真是很爛...ha" =.=",我用番普通話同佢講"我是香港人ma...是這樣la...hehe";之後又做埋其他checking,有d名超"PRO",好似叫"角膜地形圖檢查"仲有"Trace眼球定位系統檢查",個護士又幫我滴special o既眼藥水,要將瞳孔放大做其他檢查wor>< ,過o左一陣對眼乜都睇唔到,超矇!!!想睇時間都睇唔到,錶o個d字矇晒,d人樣更加睇唔到la,好似金魚佬o禁o烏埋去先睇到野@@;最辛苦o既就係查眼底同埋裂隙燈la...低b ga!個prof. ja住電筒同埋我d眼皮(......捻起以前係lab到點玩牛眼...haha)check眼,我捻佢係想幫我check下隻眼有冇裂痕...check個陣時仲見到眼裡面d微絲血管tim ~_~

e家最擔心就係右眼...右邊眼角膜比平常人薄 -->4xx nm only...護士話唔係o禁o岩做,個prof.就話o岩o岩好可以做...我o米話唔使梗硬ga,留少少度數都ok ga,唔好正死我隻眼就得la...@@ 佢應該唔會亂o黎ge

楊丞琳 - 只想愛你

我終於還是說了一句我愛你
還記得那個微涼夜裡天空正飄著小雨
心跳的聲音 像舞動奇跡
你看著我說千萬不要愛上你
因為你只會讓我傷心別傻了快點喊停
你那麼冷靜 忽遠又忽近
我知道我對你來說也許太年輕
我想我猜我問我終於瞭解
原來為愛流的眼淚 也是種甜蜜滋味

只想愛你 當我和你走在一起就已經決定
不看不聽不問也不會放棄
是你讓我瞭解自己 可以為愛那麼堅定

只想愛你 好想每天睜開眼睛就能看到你
我知道我偶爾有一點任性
不管你做任何決定 究竟愛我還是逃避
Sorry我還是不會放棄愛你

26/12...冇禮物拆

Nothing to do but relax all the days~~~sleep...eat...sleep...eat and sleep...

今日出o左去買DVD睇,$8隻ja...好驚,點解o禁平...雖然大陸d野係好平,但係d quality唔可以時時keep住,變得好cheap!!!...好彩佢有得即場試碟,o禁就冇問題la,仲好似好好tim^^

買o左<<親切的金子>>,<<老友狗狗>>,<>(仲未上映ga),<<翩翩喜歡你>>,<<海?>>(唔知好唔好睇呢...);其中<<親切的金子>>我覺得超正!!!所有"M"(另外一個係"PG")節目o既野,e齣戲都有@@ some shots好掂lo,見到ar sir d血漿爆出o黎,HAHA...金子本來想一槍打爆ar sir個頭,但係因為佢個女o既關係,個女想佢refresh,金子都想證明自己清白,then叫o左d細路o既家長(個d細路被個ar sir撕票...)出o黎睇返d錄影帶,仲叫佢地排隊斬個ar sir......最後一齊埋o左條屍*_*

<<老友狗狗>>都ok好睇...都係講下狗同埋主人o既故事,最感動就係最後個故仔,冇乜對白,只係一路playing S.E.N.S.個首"風のように~メインテ?マ",一路displaying d字幕出o黎...我仲睇到眼濕濕tim shu~~~hehe

25/12...冇野做...一個人過...

Merry Christmas!!!

係大陸好悶ar...

第一次係好近距離睇煙花(100m都唔知有冇...),都幾靚ge,好想約fd ar~~~

真係好無聊ga......





























原來e d叫景"心"or"深"...haha...唔係好識!

ChanGe mYselF~~~

終於辛苦完畢la,要relax!!!HAHA...actually都冇乜點working hard><...sorry to myself~~~雖然可能要retake(或者可能返工...),但願順其自然,聽天由命吧!!!只要自己覺得開心就ok-->會唔會好自私呢??um......總之過o左今日,我要add oil!!! 努力工作,努力讀書,change myself!!!

p.s. thx for Samuel's "support"...hehe

haha..."助教"定"助手"sin?!

Yeah, 終於收到company's o既schedule la...仲以為要我e個星期開工tim(要exam><),好彩係返28,29同30號;仲係番Tuen Mun同Tsuen Wan,超正!!!每日返9:45am-3:00pm,4堂maths課,wa!如果直落都o既係ga...O.o

Let's start a new page!

yup...I need to forget all sadness and start to work hard from now on!!! I wanna change myself... HaHa...I really don't want to exit from cityu ar T_T

無奈...

今日雖然係graduation,但係我都係勁唔開心,冇人能夠明白...可能我做錯o左d乜野令到佢又嬲o左我,我都唔想ga!我又唔知錯乜,o禁點樣補救呢??最少都要俾我知道我錯乜sin得ga...我多口定係我好煩sin??可唔可以俾個answer我ar!














得唔得意sin??I mean 中間o個個...














haha..."corn"到條柱變o左藍色!!!














CityU's IVE人^^














好彩我唔係到o者...

Again...( V___,V )

So tired...already very tired...I can't handle again...last time and this time...but why do I become more serious comparing with the previous one?? I have given my heart to...ha!I don't want to sacrifice and become crazy again...I don't want to live in castle peak hospital and also don't want to see "院長"衛美子...haha =_=